Plugged At College And Before
This article is a lightly-edited summary of our interview with Claire M, a college student.
Claire is a 21 year old college junior at a Texas university. She wears a plug most of the day, including to classes. “I’m up to almost 2” wide on the plug’s neck,” she says. But it took quite a while to reach that point.
AN ACCIDENTAL START
She was always excited to see her aunt because she was a smart, funny, passionate woman. They were getting ready for the beach when she happened to walk in on her aunt changing and saw her bent over wearing a giant butt plug. “It was pretty shocking. That she was wearing it, but also the sheer size of it.”
Soon after, her aunt talked with her about it to address what had happened. She told Claire that she’d been wearing plugs for many years now, and had worked up to a large size. That the process was challenging but fulfilling, and that it gave her life an extra spark.
Claire liked being let in on the secret, but had trouble processing it at first. “Remember, I was only a teenager at the time, and I didn’t know what to make of it. But I did keep thinking about it. A lot.” She didn’t see her aunt that often. When she did, she looked carefully to see if she could notice a bulge in her aunt’s clothes (she could) and her aunt caught her staring a few times. They didn’t actually talk about it again until a year later, when Claire was 17.
“The second time we talked, I was a lot more mentally prepared,” says Claire. She had questions about it for her aunt. Did it hurt? (No.) Was she able to close anymore? (Yes.) But most importantly, why did she do it? Her aunt explained that the sensations made everything more interesting and fun throughout the day. And that there’s a fear of getting caught and a rush out of anyone knowing and that even though it sounds bad, that it made her feel good and alive. She said that she really didn’t intend for Claire to know—that was an accident—but that she intentionally told several people her in life about her plug-wearing and was “good embarrassed” about it ever since. And also, that she went up and up and up in size so that she never got used to it. It was still a challenge, and the huge sizes had allowed her experience new kinds of sex.
That gave Claire a lot more to think about. As she struggled with her own sexual feelings, she tried to make sense of what her aunt was saying. Claire continued to think about it all. A lot.
On her 18th birthday, Claire’s aunt discreetly left her a gift: a set of increasing-sized anal plugs. “I didn’t even hesitate,” says Claire. “As soon as I had a free moment, I lubed up and inserted the smallest one. I wore it all afternoon.”
GOOD EMBARRASSED
Claire had six months of high school left at that point. She started wearing the smallest plug in her set to class. “It affected me mentally more than I expected,” Claire explained. She often thought about other students knowing, what they would think of her if they did, and that they’d be thinking about her asshole if they knew.
The sensations of moving around with the plug reminded her of sexual things and those thoughts cropped up again several times throughout the day. “I was basically embarrassed about it all the time, at just the thought of people knowing. But it was the ‘good embarrassment’ that my aunt mentioned. I finally knew what she meant.” Claire could feel per pussy swell when thinking those thoughts, and that drew her to keep going.
She was determined to get through the whole set of increasing-sized before starting college. And she did. Over the course of weeks, she was able to wear her plug daily, and over the course of months she got through all the plugs in her starter set. She was ready for college.
THE COLLEGE YEARS
Claire’s first few months of college went well. She was making friends, getting straight As on every exam (except in chemistry), and wearing sizable plugs to class. The “what if people knew” embarrassing thoughts hadn’t gone away; they had intensified. “I thought about how my aunt told people about her plug-wearing. Should I do that?” she wondered. She was hesitant to do so because her college life was going well and letting people know would upset the apple cart, so to speak.
One evening, Claire was with a study group of two other girls and two boys. The group found it difficult to connect with the material and they were getting restless. Claire recounts that one boy said “I can’t take another minute of European history. Can someone tell me anything interesting about the present?” A girl responded that she had had sex the previous night. The rest of the group wasn’t expecting that, so this was followed by a silence. Then the other boy, feeling that he should say something more interesting, revealed that he was gay. Claire felt it was as good of a time as any, and took the plunge. “I’m wearing a large butt plug right now,” she said. That gave the study group a lot to talk about. They talked about everyone’s reveals, but mostly about Claire’s.
Claire’s college life was not the same after this. What had before been unfounded paranoia that people were thinking about her ass became legitimate paranoia that they were. Word had gotten out, to at least a few more than the study group.
Claire admits there was a period where she felt she had made a huge mistake. On the one hand, she felt free in that she had a better trained asshole than her peers, so she should be proud of it. On the other, she worried that people were overly judgy. She felt plenty of the good embarrassment, but also a little of the bad.
That changed when Camila, a classmate of hers, confided that she was also plugged. Camila said it feels good to her, but that she was terrified of anyone knowing. She told Claire that Claire is the bravest girl she ever met and that she was inspired. She loved Claire’s confidence and was considering letting people know about herself as well.
Camilla said that what stuck with her especially was when her own friends found out about Claire’s anal situation. Within a day, four boys asked Camilla if she could introduce them to Claire. Camilla said when a couple of girls found out, they were silent, but their faces had a look of a mixture of jealousy and intrigue. As the saying goes, men wanted her and women wanted to be her.
hough Claire had caused a stir, college life went on. Claire continued to get straight As (except for chemistry), and grew closer to Camilla. Over the school year, several other girls came forward to talk to her about how to get started with plugs and Claire was happy to help. She was a natural to found the campus’s chapter of Pensa girls.
“I have no regrets. And I’m ready for the next size up,” says Claire.